Shaping Up to Being an Awesome Birthday

It's that time of year again! MY BIRFDAY!!!

For about the past 2 months , Sean has been planning something for me for my birthday and has been saying things to me like "Another thing came together for your birthday. And you have no idea what it is" or "I figured out what we're doing for your birthday" and she wouldn't tell me. I have absolutely NO IDEA what is going on. Even Marine is in on it, talking to her about birthday stuff in front of me but being all cryptic about it. Like he said at dinner one day, "Oh. By the way, I got clearance". Clearance for what? Why would he need clearance? It is driving me crazy.

I had already known that Marine wasn't going to be here for my birthday because he was going to Wisconsin to go see his daughter. So that meant he wasn't going to be here for the actual day or for the weekend that Sean was planning. I'm kind of disapointed but I totally understand and so we made plans for him to stay with me that Sunday.

The night before he left he stayed with me since I'm so close to BWI and he told me that he wanted to give me my gift before he left. He had been stressing because "they" didn't come in the mail that week like they were supposed to but he was telling me anyway. So Marine hands me a card and inside he drew 2 pictures of tickets that said "Admission for one to see Wicked and a trip to New York City". Did I mention these bitches are for ORCHESTRA CENTER?!!? Needless to say I flipped my shit since I have been dying to see this show since 2004. But what really meant the most was the fact that I had only mentioned that I wanted to see it one time. And it was a while ago that I had said that. It floored me that he remembered.

I am SO EXCITED for my birthday and my special trip with my special guy. He really is too good to be true. And I especially can't wait for my birthday weekend with my girls!!!! (I think that's whose going anyway lol)

-Ray

Whoa...Sorry its been a while

Wow I totally didn't realize how long I've been procrastinating with my updates! My bad!

So here's the run down:

-Marine dumped the New York girl. I'm a happy camper.

-Marine= best. sex. EVER.

- He still wanted to take it slow because of his EX and what not. I don't really care as long as he is seeing only me

- Middle of August at a Baribe or Ken party at mine and Sean's place, he told me that he wanted for us to be like the "real" Barbie and Ken since they were boyfriend and girlfriend. I immediately needed new panties.

-We are now "in a relationship" on FB (because you know a relationship isn't legit until you are in one on FB) However, he can't say he is in one with me because of the Marines and the EX and blah blah blah. I don't really care. It's just nice not to see single on my page anymore.

-I just realized I am a sad person after making that above statement.

Overall things are going extremely well and I REALLY like him. More than I should right now actually. Usually when I'm in a relationship my head is talking my heart out of things and I'm very practical; or hiding behind a wall. Whatever you want to call it. But with Marine that hasn't happened once. I'm really curious/excited/scared shitless as to what that means. Only time will tell!

Ray